I seldom post about my true feelings.
But in this post, its gonna be all my true feelings.

2010, started off quite well with me receiving my pay.
But the next few weeks wasnt that good afterall.
Especially after getting back 'O's lvl results.
From the 12th choice to receiving the posting.
It was rather a super frustrating period for me.
I was being posted MJC, meridian.
It all seems so good to me on the 27th.
But its wasnt that after i attend my first day of school.
On the first day, it was just talks and talks all the way.
It really make me wonder if JC route is something best for me.
The answer is actually no. Poly seems to suit me better.
So went on considering to appeal for poly.
Sister came home and knew about me wanna appeal.
Gave me a scolding for not listening her before making choices.
So made appeal for poly on the very first day of my school.
Lucky its wasnt that late, i still can appeal for poly.
Though second day was a game day for MJC, i pon-ed instead.
For fear that if i go i will change my mind again.
I'm a super fickle-minded person. I cant afford to play with my future.
And 28th was a very terrible day for me, Cried whenever i think of MJC.
And the next few days was just as bad.
Sister gave me the thought of dropping out.
It was like no point going the orientation when i'm not going the school.
Yea. Thats what so true.
So went to take withdrawal form on monday.
I officially said byebye to MJC on tuesday morning after i submitted the form.
Kinda of relieved after that. But was rather scared of having no school >.<
Friday came and sister insisted to check for me and i wait for her call.
She played a prank on me, telling me that no poly wanna accept me.
But lucky, it wasnt true, if not i will be waiting for next year's jae.
I was accepted by nyp! I appealed into NYP's FI! :]

I wanna say lots of thanks and sorry to my family.
I made them worried. Came home wif tears on the first day of school and insisted on appealing for poly.
I also made them worried that by dropping out of school and maybe landed up schooless.
Family are the ones who give you care and support, when you facing difficulties and obstacles.
It was really very true, 家人给的温暖是最好的避风港...
The bonds between us are getting stronger and i like this feeling...